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Today i had an argument with my mam, it was over being best friends with Robert and spending allot off time with him and doing things where lesbians are. Hate having arguments, i really enjoy spending time with Robert because my wonderful darling boyfriend Gary is at work, all me and Robert do is finding creative things to do like chess and what not.
Gary is a blessing, he is kind, caring and wonderful, to be honest i do feel settled with Gary but it would be nice to listen to music we use to listen to when we first got together like Great British Railway Journeys theme tune.
I feel so raging right now because I'm sick off people making judgement on what i should be doing, i just want to be happy and try to make people happy.
On 15th January 2013 i went to my first gay night and i loved it, just been in that atmosphere makes me safe, Gary's words :-) i love being in that atmosphere.
Also in life ive had counselling and what not but my recent job has taught me I'm a doormat in life i feel so small and ive realised you have to have a focus to keep you on track, just hope i get one soon.
Thanks for reading everyone. God Bless x
Gary is a blessing, he is kind, caring and wonderful, to be honest i do feel settled with Gary but it would be nice to listen to music we use to listen to when we first got together like Great British Railway Journeys theme tune.
I feel so raging right now because I'm sick off people making judgement on what i should be doing, i just want to be happy and try to make people happy.
On 15th January 2013 i went to my first gay night and i loved it, just been in that atmosphere makes me safe, Gary's words :-) i love being in that atmosphere.
Also in life ive had counselling and what not but my recent job has taught me I'm a doormat in life i feel so small and ive realised you have to have a focus to keep you on track, just hope i get one soon.
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